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Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Geez...its being a while since I last blogged. Haha! Hmm...what should I blog....OH! Today after lessons, went to jog 2.4km in school. Wahaha! Last week timing was 12 min 45 sec, I know very slow, old liao, no stamina. But, today I managed to finished it at 10 min 45 sec(estimated) according from my friend. Why estimated? Cause he's jogging also, lol! My favourite cousin's wedding this coming Saturday le. So fast...he used to be my favourite cousin when I was young, and everything I'd look up to him. He's like an example to me, showing and teaching me what's right and wrong. Haha...when I was just a kid, I love to stay overnight at his house. Yup...time has really passed so fast, and now he's getting married. Feel so happy for him...haha... Today while having lessons, I was chatting with a friend on Messenger. Lol...during lessons I can chat and study at same time. Didn't know I so pro, or rather I can "Multi-Task". Haha!!! Well...yup...chatted with her, and suddenly out of her curiosity, she asked me whether I have a girlfriend now. LOL!!! I just said no, I'm single still, then..I asked her back is she attached. Haha...and she said yes, I'm surprised and loss of words...LOL! I really don't know what to say...but, all I can do is just wish her the best. I used to like her in the past, fortunately we are still friends now. Yup...but don't know why, I just feel happy for her and yet 心酸 inside. The fact that I'm still single now, because I can't bring myself to fall for other girls. I don't deny that I admire some girls, maybe just admire at the first glance, or maybe their character. But if to like anyone of them, I don't know why I don't have the feeling to do so. Yup yup...what's holding me back? I also don't know, but I can't deny that I still like her. I wouldn't want to show her that I still like her, cause I don't wanna lose this friendship. I scare once I get too close to her, she may start avoiding me. That's why, once in a while, we chatted online, or maybe just go out for meals. There's so many happy times I shared with her when we go out, and I don't wanna forget these days. And, of course, there's some stupid things I did for her. >.< I just simply like the way she is, but what can she like about me, right? Lol...looking myself at the mirror, and started to question myself. What rights do I deserve for her to like me? I'm not good in any ways, there's no charming part of me either. Yup...maybe just hide at a corner will do. I quote this saying from the Hot Shot I'm watching, "爱一个人不见得一定要得到她, 可以看到她幸福快乐,就满足了。" Meaning, loving a person doesn't really have to get her to love you too, able to see her happy is good enough. Lol...direct translation. "Love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel." Its indeed true but its too late already...我会学着放弃你,是因为我太爱你...haha...OMG~!!! Why am I saying all these man...feel so childish...=.= Hopefully, after reading this, if she happens to read, I wished that she will be happy when she's with her boyfriend, and hope that our friendship still remains, sorry if I upset you, though its too difficult to let go, but I'll try. Guessed I'll be just fine after the next day... Emo at 9:54 PM |
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