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Thursday, August 20, 2009
I feel like I'm not myself anymore. Today morning went jogging at Bedok Reservior with my friends. After jogging, went to do sit ups despite how tired I am. After breakfast, walked back to school and psycho my friends to play basketball. In front of them I'm very "high", very active. But...actually I'm not. I'm feeling very upset inside my heart. I'm so tired of acting like I'm very happy in front of my friends, and acting like normal to my mum. Just don't want to let them worry about me. Don't know why I will feel so upset, it just comes to me like that. ...I guessed she haven't read my blog yet, if not I don't know how's she going to react if she learns upon that how much I love her... Today is the first day of the Chinese seven month, tomorrow have to go home to help mum do some stuffs. Since nothing's on this coming Saturday, I've decided that I will go alone to Clarke Quay and stone facing Singapore River. Not trying to be superstitious, even if now got a spirit appear in front of me, I don't have any feelings at all. I won't feel scare or panic. I'll just have the sian look, more worse looking than a ghost. =.= Emo at 11:14 PM |
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