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Sunday, March 6, 2011
Why am I feeling this way? Why am I having this kind of mix and confusing feeling? ..... Yes, we are totally impossible! But why do I still carry some hopes that one day we are possible? Am I still been so naive despite how old I am now? There's a time, I don't know why, didn't see her I felt so moody. After knowing she's at Fengshan CC playing basketball with her friends, why do I cab down all the way there? What's the reason of doing that? I really don't know. Suppose to be a surprise for her to see me there, but...the atmosphere wasn't right. When playing together with her, I don't feel anything. The "tag team work" we used to have before I enlist into Army, seems to be disappearing. Why? Why do I think about her when I don't get to see her? Why do I feel so pain in the heart when she's with other guys? Why do I feel jealous when she's able to work so well with some other guys? Should I avoid her? Should I start opposing her? When we weren't in the same team, it hurt me to see her disappoint. I like the way she call me out during the games. I like the way she shoots, get her rebounds. I don't want to lose her as friend, but I just want to be more than friends also. Don't know why, I just don't feel right when she's with other guys. What the hell! So confuse...what should I do? Will she feel the same way as I do? Emo at 8:03 PM |
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