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Monday, May 23, 2011
猪婆, someone who I always call, because she's as cute as a 猪, as slow as a 猪 and her Zodiac is also 猪. Who I blog about in my previous posts. Who I know for more than a year. Who I can't make myself to be angry at her. Who I can't help but put a smile on her face. Who I like to tease at. Who I understand her well. Who I know we can be best tag team when comes to basketball games. Who I can't deny that I like her when others ask. Who I want to treat her more than just friends. Who...who...who... By telling her I'm gonna MIA away from her, by telling her there's someone else way better than me, by telling her someone else gonna be her best tag team partner, by telling her next time in games don't call my name, but rather his, by telling her all that, what am I trying to prove? What am I trying to achieve? What am I trying to gain? Deleting her from Facebook contacts, how much immaturity am I trying to show. Now, what's the problem with me? Totally, what is wrong with me? We have such a age gap apart, knowing she will never realize that I have a crush on her, knowing there's a high percent that we are impossible. Then? Now she's someone's girlfriend already, feeling regret again? Just like what happened in the past? Now totally filled with regrets, isn't it too late? What to do now? Heart filled with emotions? Cry inside my heart? Brace it up man! But how much courage do I have? Putting up a fake laugh in front of friends? Acting like nothing's happening to me at home? Lock myself up with online games? Torture myself with physical training? Working hard on getting myself injured in basketball? Am I really destined, am I really fated, that I can't love someone with all my heart? Even someone so far apart, I don't even stand a chance? How much more pain do I have to go through in this life? How much disappointment I have to face? How much time do I need to mend the broken pieces of my heart again? This basketball of mine, I can't bear to change to a new one, neither do I want to give it away, is already become so bad in touch. Why? Because when it was new, I just got to know her. This ball, contains a lot of memories between us, the days we spent on playing together. All the matches we won with this ball, the teamwork we had, too many things...but now, is like she got herself a new basketball, and I'm left to make do with this ball on my own...  Emo at 12:46 PM |
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