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Friday, November 4, 2011
Mum said I have slight depression, but what does she knows about me? How much does she knows? There's no point in telling her about my problems, she will just say aiya this, aiya that, blaa blaa blaa...end up both of us will have cold battle. That's why I would prefer to bottle up inside my heart. Seriously...I really hate to be alone... I'm not being the only child who has been alone for all these years... I thought I have found my the other half, but still...I'm all alone. All these personal feelings...has caused me to give up on myself... Now December's approaching, I'm happy for those who's going to finish their NS. My platoon...out of five enlistees, three's gonna ORD, one's gonna take over as Medic Overall In Charge and move to Battalion HQ. So what's left? ME!!! Now even doing serving the Army, I have to be alone. Whenever I'm alone, I will start to have negative thinking...why? Why is this kind of thing happening in my life? What have I done in my past life to cause me this pain? My commanders start to see some changes in me, which I really don't know how to explain what's wrong with me. This is such a complicated stuff. Sigh... Emo at 11:00 PM |
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