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Friday, May 9, 2008 On the 9th May...
Today while waiting to meet her for lunch, mum called me asked where am I. Told her I at Bedok meeting friend for lunch, she said: "Meet Girlfriend ah? I saw you at the hawker liao.." I was feeling so lame when I'm standing outside the KFC. Diao sia...after meeting her le, thought of finding mum in hawker to give us treat but she went home le...really diao sia...then we just ate our lunch lor...chit chat a little and walk around in Bedok for a short while, before she go back for lessons. The moment I left her, the strange feeling came back again, and its like I'm missing her...lol...what to do...go chiong basketball lor...funny sia...while playing basketball thoughts about her still flowing in my mind. Die already la if everytime like that...am I really falling in love with her? But, will she feel the same way as I do? I scare she might think I'm crazy...sigh... Then go home late at night about 9+, mum asked me I send her home ah? Zzzz..if only I can I will..then she start nagging me liao..."Better don't have girlfriend now hor, now is time to study..girls nowadays only cheat guys, don't fall into their trap...when you serve NS she let you wear green cap...blaa blaa blaa..." Sian...I feel like having a rebel sia...come on la...I know what I'm doing, why people can have relationship at age 18 I can't? Mum has her first relationship when she's 18, then me how? Cannot la...then at what age I can start having my own love life? If like that, I think I go die liao, or go be a monk, or better still, live in my own world, don't talk to anyone I see, including my parents. Don't have a free will to do my ways, at this age she still wants to bother about my love life. What the fish....I'm not what mummy's boy sia, wait if I really argued with her, sure complain to my dad. Sigh...even dad got asked me once; "Do you have gf? You won't like guys right?" If dad support me having girlfriend now, think mum will shut her mouth. But...dad is afraid of mum sometimes, sigh...hard to convince them. I think one day I bring back a guy while holding his hands to fright them off.=X What should I do? Am I really destined to be a loner for the rest of my life? Now I don't even dare to woo this girl I like, I scared if one day I see her got boyfriend liao, I will regret for the rest of my life. I don't even mind if I got rejected by her, at least I know I had tried. But, my mum....sigh...feel like dying liao...T-T Emo at 11:07 PM |
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