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Thursday, September 10, 2009 Heartbroken, Day 17
Cough is getting bad. Voice is losing soon. Rashes are getting worse. Flu is coming soon. I don't look like what a human should be, nor do I look like how a demon either. What is happening to me? Miss Ivy gonna treat us dinner tomorrow, looks like I can't join the others. Teresa said "Love will find me when I accept everything." What do I have to accept? Why do "love" exist in this world? Its such a mysterious thing, and it can do so much wonders to a person. It can make you do things you never do. It can let you spend more time with your partner than your family. It can do so much so much and give you all the sweet moments, letyou feel happy, and made you feel loved. But it can turn for the worse also. And it can be really bad. Some may do foolish stuffs like committing suicide. It can let you feel condemned. Made you feel envious of those with their love ones. Turned you into what you are not suppose to be. Gosh! Why am I typing all these? After tomorrow is the start of my holiday. Woohoo~ one more day to go! ENDURE! PERSERVE! TOLERATE! Don't feel like going on time tomorrow, and don't even wanna clock in and clock out. My attendance too perfect already, even if kena warning letter, or need to face Discipline Master, I'm not coming back during the vacation. Moreover the Discipline Master is our Care Person. See him for extra CP time? So...rules are meant to be....BROKEN!! Apology to my Nadiah Jie, this morning woke up couldn't find our Week 0 Engine shirt, don't know where my mum put. Sigh....feel bad like busted her like that. Sigh...and I really didn't pa kat with Alexis to wear I-Guide shirt, I just pick randomly from the cupboard. Sigh.... Today Teresa said a word to me I think best suits me for now. I think everyone's going out tomorrow in the afternoon but I don't feel like going. So "she" gave me this word call "loner". Yeah! I'm destined to be a loner, don't deserve any sympathy or love from anyone. On the bus home, I can stand and sleep throughout the whole journey! Wow! New talent discovered, stand and sleep. How I wish now once I close my eyes, I will never wake up anymore. Last, thanks alot for the help from Teresa to improve on our bus prototype. Feel so useless in the workshop, like didn't do anything much and so noob to all the tools and machines. This coming Sunday is the basketball match. Just checked the results on the internet. This coming match will be against Buona Vista, which is top 8 for last year. How are we going to perform, and with the state I am in now, don't think I have confidence in my shooting. After the match, evening time gonna meet an old friend, Pei Qi. Now with my current situation, with a very bad cough that I'm losing my voice, don't know whether I should postpone the date. I will feel very bad if I do that, caused like we arranged before this week. And because of my sickness...sigh~ Emo at 8:59 PM |
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