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Friday, September 4, 2009 Heartbroken, Day 11
Today came to school and see this video from my friend's profile. Interesting after what happened to the guy. He's still ALIVE!!! Can't stop laughing when I see how foolish he was. But poor thing... http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=93608524243#/video/video.php?v=128943303490&ref=mf" Confirmed today is the last day we used our lab as the other labs computers have been removed. Took some photos as memories in the lab, and ok, I'm camera shy and not a photogenic. I will look very bad in the photos. Gonna missed the LAN gaming session. Nothing much to do, but today I thought about what's the similarities of being rejected and break up. Being rejected and breaking up with girlfriend are about the same. When a guy has been rejected or break up, he's really totally lost, and don't know what to do. Feel like being dropped into a no end pit. Whatever he does, things don't seem to go the way he wants. It always goes bad, and making the situation worse. No other pains can be compared with the pain inside the heart. I have never do things well and nice lately. Play games, most of the time lost. Play basketball, always get my team to lose. Feel like a burden. Even just now played with my friends against the China people, all the games we lost. And the China people very arrogant. Play with my friend one on one, I also lose. Lose lose lose...I'm a loser, what's the point if I'm able to jump so high? Nowadays, I've been eating food that I'm allergy to. Wouldn't care much anymore. And have also been putting a fake smile in front of my friends and lame here and there. That's not the true self of me, luckily got blog to type out my actual feelings. "Dont give up the whole forest for just a tree", I think no need already, I have given up on myself, became low esteem. Probably I don't deserve any love from anyone... Emo at 11:40 PM |
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