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Saturday, September 5, 2009 Heartbroken, Day 12
Slept till woke up at around 1+ today. Since mum went out in the morning, don't feel like waking up at all. Wanted to sleep even longer, but...sleep too long will cause headache. So...ya, went to buy "breakfast" and start unpack my stuffs from last night. Nothing much to do, surf internet again and check mails. Recently I received a mail from the Main Comms of TP Cliquers about the bonding camp among ourselves on 13 October. Will I be able to recover on time for that day, to socialise and bond with new friends? I'm afraid it won't be able to heal on time, because its a long deep scar. Besides that, went to read her blog. Her exam results are out, did quite well for her Maths, just that she only have problems with her POA. Shall pray and wish her all the best for her studies. Read what she posted this morning around 2am, I'm not sure whether she's referring about me, but...if its really about me, hope she will know that I don't want her to feel bad about it like she had destroyed my life. This is what I brought upon myself, is I ownself asked for it. Nowadays, handphone are getting more quiet and quiet, as good as not having one. If I'm in school, I only receive calls or sms about lunch or related with games and project. While using my lappy, I also looked at my handphone, hoping that I will receive a call or sms from anyone to ask me out. Whether is for basketball, or just go out for fun. Sadly, its very very quiet even though the battery is going flat. Since whole day no one asked me out, locked myself at home with my lappy. Nothing better to do, just played the unhappy online game for fun, hoping to find troublemakers for me to vent on. Also, not a single person provoke me, too quiet in the game. So went to fight the game boss.  Too much free time, felt like half of my life have been wasted. Since next year I'm going to serve NS, now considering whether to serve the Nation for 10 years, since there's no "her" to worry or concern about me. Probably I can also consider living a life of my own. Its time for me to plan my future now. Emo at 11:59 PM |
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