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Sunday, September 6, 2009 Heartbroken, Day 13
Suppose to go Uncle training today, saw Guo Hao on Thursday, he said will sms me about the time to go down. Then most of the time I always sms first and ask, today I purposely don't sms. Wait till 4+ still no reply, then just packed my bag and go down chain net basketball court. Nobody was there, then ok lor, I sms him asking will he be playing ball today. In the end, he replied me said he got to rush an assignment. What the hell, at least tell me before I sms not playing la, made me wait at the court for nothing. =.= So early nobody was there, went to eat lots of junk food. Bought Myojo cup noodles, Calbee prawn crackers, Ritz biscuits, Twisties, Cheezels, Lays, and gobble everything up. Cost about $5 plus. What an unhealthy food. I had never ate so much of these at one go. So just eat and eat, and see people play basketball at the court. Ok, I'm sick again, my cough is back. Then saw some old birds playing against the young foreigners. They seems to be losing, too old can't jump, can hardly run also. They told me they are in their 30s now. Wow! 30s! Gosh! When I'm in the 30s, what will I be doing? Will I already have a family of my own? That's 10 years from now. So I just joined in with them. Later, saw some secondary school people joined us also, and I team up with them against the new group of people. Most of them very big size like giants, once you get the rebound, two of them waiting for you, even when you get the ball to dribble, two giants come sandwich you. =.= Sigh...all the matches lost to the giants, but is a close game. We almost won, and so pek chek until I reject one of the giant's ball, and he respect me for that. Once again, those who just know me and play with me basketball, everyone were stunned with my air time and jumping. Ok, I'm not trying to show off my air jump, but that's the way I play. What other ways can I do? I am for who I am, jumping so high also got disadvantages. Some more my accuracy like shit today, sigh...losing more and more confidence in myself each time I play. In the day, mum questioned me something I really hoped she won't ask. In the end, she still asked. "Why never go out with girlfriend already? Is it because you too dull till people find you boring?" I was thinking, even if she can find me dull I also satisfied. Now I don't know how to face her. Will we feel awkward when we meet up? Will I be what I am now, or soft hearten when I see her? But...I just replied mum I'm going out later for basketball. While surfing the internet, finally I found the wallpaper I had in my lab desktop. Kinda missed this wallpaper, so I'm gonna post it here. I don't mind dying young if I have a girlfriend like her. But, not everyone is perfect, so...ya. I'm not perfect either.  Emo at 10:17 PM |
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