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Friday, September 25, 2009 Heartbroken Day 32
Damn pissed off today. Mum babysit this little baby bite me today. I'm fine if he bites me, but he not only bites, still tear my skin off. That really is damn pain, but can't blame him as he's just only a baby. Tried to use my lappy in PEACE today but can't. Went to have late lunch around 3+ and ate damn freaking slow outside. While Mum was at home putting this little baby to sleep. I took about 20 minutes then reached home, but when I reached home, he's STILL NOT ASLEEP!!! Zzz....sian half lor, then Mum sarcastically said because I'm at home that's why he cannot sleep. What is she trying to show? Its my fault, my existance that caused him not to sleep? Fine, I helped her to look after him while she go washed clothes. At least I helped, after washing, Mum make milk for him and put him to sleep again. I thought I can FINALLY use my lappy PEACEFULLY, in the end...HE STILL NEVER SLEEP!!! Instead, he point to the room to make me play with him. DAMN IT!!! I really cannot use my lappy PEACEFULLY, not even do my own stuffs or play game. See Mum's black face, as if like without lappy I'll die. I see her black face I totally sian. Damn dulan already, I shut down my lappy, packed my bag, take my basketball and leave the house. Seriously I cannot blame just a 15 months old baby right? He bite me and keep irritate me, I also cannot do anything. See Mum's black face makes me more sian. Leaving the house with a "dulan" attitude, I just said "Bye" only. Went down to the basketball court just opposite my house. Trying to practise some shootings, but today there's a lot of Secondary School kids. Ya, they are kids, comparing my age and their age. I learnt that they are just Secondary Two this year, some more from Ngee Ann Secondary. Played with them a lot matches, they are not that pros, just some leisure people playing for fun. I merely played my usual style and they like "WOW!" =.= This basketball ring is quite low compare to normal rings, with my jumping ability, I'm able to slam dunk. And I tried slamming, and everyone really like "OMG! OMG! HE CAN SLAM DUNK!!!" =.= Then got two girls came to join in the shooting when we were not playing any matches anymore. Only heard one of the girl's name is Olivia, another is an Indian girl. Ok ba Olivia I can say she's presentable looking, hmm...potential model maybe? If I'm 8 years younger, probably I will make friends with her first. Not trying to mean I'm desperate, even now I can make friends with her, just like a big brother only, our age difference is like a huge gap apart. And the 8 years ago me is not even "pro" like what I am now. After all the kids had left, went back to train on my own shooting again. I'm almost there, just a bit further from the ring, in between the "ABC" markings and 3 point line, still haven't train back my 3 point yet. Probably the ring is bigger, at least got a high percentage of shootings went in. The feeling is there, and the confidence is coming back. But if I have to go other courts now, I don't think I'm as good in shooting as the court opposite my house. TIME FOR MORE SECRET TRAINING ON MY OWN!!! After the training, went to the convenience shop to get a drink. Saw some of the kids haven't go back, just loitering around the void deck. One of them asked for my handphone number, ok lor I give. He keep asking me how I played so well all these kind of stuffs. =.= I could only say is all on experience, go out and see how people play, learn, train and challenge, that's all. I'm not a good player at all, just a slightly below average player, not trying to be humble. =.= Its true, its like the more I play, the worse I will get. After that I saw the two girls came out from the lift. Heard from one of them saying they are going for tuition. Oh ok, go for tuition only ma, the kids are also their friends, don't have to run away ma. Yes, its my first encounter with them, I'm a stranger I know. But at least say "Bye bye" to their own friends, I'm ok if they are not talking to me. What for run? Like I will "eat" them up like that. =.= Sigh...I think as each day passed, I'm worst than "emo", maybe lacking of love? =X Suddenly I remembered what she said about isolating from everyone. Switch off handphone, don't sign in MSN so that no one can contact. Its like "missing" from everyone. Actually can, my handphone is always so quiet, now go MSN also no one talk to. Its not a bad idea. Its been so long since I last saw her and chat with her. Probably close to two months already. Wonder how's she doing, does she already have someone in mind? Managed to do some "fortune telling" in facebook before leaving the house. This is what I got, seems to be telling the truth...its all shown the moment I clicked "Answer", I didn't refresh the page to make myself happy. Sigh...maybe its time for me to slowly accept the facts.  Emo at 10:03 PM |
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